Bad luck.


Latte.
Yesterday, I went out to buy a cup of coffee. I needed to get out of my room. It was raining when I walked in Starbucks. It was still raining when I walked out. The rain got heavier when I came back to the house. It seemed like it would never stop raining. I put my cup of coffee on the drawer, and there was a piece of paper. I took a sip of caffe latte. I was happy and felt warm when the steamed milk slid down my burning throat. I read. No more second sip. The coffee's aroma was frozen. I read what the paper said. It said: You should never leave me alone.

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Funeral.
She drinks too much coffee and lit too much cigarettes. She holds the tall cup of coffee and she says: that's my blood. She inhales the smoke and she closes her lips and she smiles: that's my soul escaping, going back. I ask her, to where. Where, she looks up, you don't know?, she mocks. I shake my head, no, baby, no, tell me. To the stars, of course, silly boy. She leans over; she blows her soul into mine, and we stay quiet. And I taste it, and it tastes like, how can I describe, like melted snow and glittery ash. Like something's dying but refuses to die; like her eyes and her spirit, I realize. And I realize one more thing, then another one, and I guess I love her, then I don't. She loves me, and she loves me not. She drops her cigarette in her cup of coffee. Time stops in a second. It's so quiet, I can hear somebody's crying. 

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The Sand Castle.
The girl
She runs
And runs
"Two more miles"
She thinks
Before she can reach the sea
And there's the sea
She hears the waves
And people are swimming
Drowning,
but not quick enough
To be suffocated
She tries to breathe but
She can't, her chest was broken two nights ago
In a dream
that she does not remember
She looks deep into the sea
And sees none
No fish
No water
A desert
Then she starts weeping
And the wind eats her cry
Leave no bones.